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19 July 2012 @ 08:54 pm


i fucking haaaaaaaaaate that i feel this way about you
what the fuck

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marijuanaminute
29 June 2012 @ 01:33 pm

idk what im doing wrong.
i think things started off wrong but how was i supposed to know itd end up meaning more?
never waiting up for u again. i feel like an idiot.
and depending on your response, i wont ever text or call u again either.
i really really hope im over reacting.
this is exactly why i shouldnt get my hopes up.

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marijuanaminute
29 June 2012 @ 02:47 am

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marijuanaminute
29 June 2012 @ 02:38 am

absolute idiot. <3 too bad

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marijuanaminute
28 June 2012 @ 10:07 am


im not one to get excited over words, ive been let down too often.
ill get my hopes up when you actually come thru.
im just praying that u do.

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marijuanaminute
27 June 2012 @ 04:50 pm


last nights dream was horrible.
as simple and short as it was, i cant remember the last time i woke up crying out of a dead sleep.

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marijuanaminute
27 June 2012 @ 04:38 pm


youre driving me absolutely fucking crazy and i absolutely cant get enough of it.
so dont stop, i promise we wont regret it if things go further.

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marijuanaminute
25 June 2012 @ 04:31 pm

i dont wanna end up in your museum of lovers like the rest
i wanna be the one you keep
so im gonna put myself out there
and pray that you catch me
when i fall...

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marijuanaminute
24 June 2012 @ 07:16 pm

and i dont know why.
i just wanna keep you for a few days and we can both turn off our phones, lock the door, and escape from the world for a weekend
just you and i.
problem is, i cant read your intentions because you completely ellude me somehow. you fascinate the shit out of me.

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marijuanaminute
24 June 2012 @ 02:37 pm

my dreams are so weirdddddd lately
come to bed <3

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marijuanaminute
22 June 2012 @ 04:33 pm

LOL

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marijuanaminute
22 June 2012 @ 02:12 pm

i hate that youre always right
you always know that ill get torn down
and you try to keep me from making those mistakes
but i have to make them anyway
but once i do its always too late
and ive pushed you out of reach yet again
everytime
everytime
everytime
every fucking time

 

the kicker is that this time, i never wanted to push you so far away
but i did it to make the person i was with happy
funny how that works
you give up everything you know is right just to please someone you care about a little less
and then you get left with nothing.
when am i ever gonna fucking learn?

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marijuanaminute
22 June 2012 @ 01:46 am


you have the most impeccable timing
how is it that you seem to know the exact moments that youre on my mind?
then as soon as i lose hope of hearing from you and move on,
youre right there...
yet weve never even had a decent intelligent conversation
and barely know eachother

 

it aggravates me completely but somehow i still cant help but yearning to get to actually know you.

 


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marijuanaminute
04 June 2012 @ 07:25 pm


when in doubt, buy new lingerie.

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marijuanaminute
03 June 2012 @ 01:38 pm


fuuuuuuck.
just step up to the plate and take me where you wanna go.

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marijuanaminute
31 May 2012 @ 03:09 pm


listen hereeee

 

you know the place between sleep & awake, the place you can still remember dreaming? thats where i will always love you, thats where i will be waiting. -peter pan

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marijuanaminute
31 May 2012 @ 01:49 pm

i know the person you used to be is in there somewhere
your just masking it for some unknown reason.
you didnt take the new interests in stride, you let them own you.
ill figure you out.
ill get you to let me in.
i wanna know your secrets.
i wanna know your story.</p>

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marijuanaminute
31 May 2012 @ 11:06 am

I had a way then losing it all on my own
I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown
And I'm not sleeping now the dark is too hard to beat
And I'm not keeping now the strength I need to push me

 

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine It when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone

 

'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine It when I'm alone

 

Home

 

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marijuanaminute
30 May 2012 @ 07:37 pm

V E N G E A N C E

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marijuanaminute
23 May 2012 @ 06:19 pm

things to do now that im single:
-learn to accept the things i dont understand and cannot change
-enjoy the little things even more
-travel
-make more friends
-stop trying to gain acceotence from the ppl who never wouldve accepted me in the first place
-figure out whose actually here for me
-throw a completely insane highly populated extremely illegal party and fuck everrryything (but my record) up
-paint a mural
-get a new tattoo
-get a new piercing
-fix everything ive fucked up and rebuild the bridges ive unintentionally burned (or at least try)

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marijuanaminute
23 May 2012 @ 12:34 pm

Shit that I would say
You an I already known
I should pick up an go home
Weve been wrong for too long
The woman that I did "try"
Will be happy with a grown guy

 

But I’ve been drinking so much
That I’ma call her anyway and say
"Fuck the past, girl i miss you so bad
I know you still hurt from all the times we had”
I say “Fuck the hapiness you think youve found
but i cant help but hope that you still stick around”

 

(Are you drunk right now?)

 

I’m just sayin’, i coulda done better
I know youve been tryna tell me lately
I’m just sayin’ i coulda done better
And I’ll start tryin only cause you left me.

 

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marijuanaminute
16 May 2012 @ 09:52 am

i found him in my dreams
too bad thats the only place

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marijuanaminute
15 May 2012 @ 07:37 pm


"When I dreamed, I stood in the forest again, but I didn't wander this time. I was holding Emily's scarred hand as we faced into the shadows and waited anxiously for our werewolves to come home."

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marijuanaminute
15 May 2012 @ 03:18 pm


click me

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marijuanaminute
14 May 2012 @ 09:48 am

now the adventure begins.
going exploring.
i need new places and new scenery 
im gonna compile a list of beautiful secret places i find :)

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marijuanaminute
13 May 2012 @ 09:24 pm


all the plans
all the memories
now what?
now where?

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marijuanaminute
11 May 2012 @ 03:43 pm


It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

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marijuanaminute
11 May 2012 @ 03:41 pm

Here are some things you need to understand about my generation:
We stick up our middle fingers to prove a point, we don't give a fuck, period.
we stick out our tongues because its not about being prim and proper its about having fun and being comfortable with making goofy faces.
We throw massive insane parties and get fucked up because we actually have an understanding of lifes length.
Unlike your generation, we won't regret not taking chances and we won't regret not living it up to the fullest.
We're obsessed with superficial things such as money, cars, and technology because those are physical manifestations of the levels of success we achieve and we're proud of them.
Theres alot more gay people in my generation because a bigger part of my generation accepts people for who they are, not what the status quo says they SHOULD be.
We bend the rules because it's a challenge and we dont believe anything is impossible.
We have kids much earlier and get married much earlier because my generation, unlike yours, still believes in the idea of love.
We pierce, tattoo, and flaunt our bodies because we believe that the body is simply a vessel for the soul that dwekls within it and should be customized to appear as such.
We drive too fast, listen to music too loud, and party too hard because we realize that in life, you dont always get "TOO" chances.

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marijuanaminute
10 May 2012 @ 08:41 pm


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marijuanaminute
10 May 2012 @ 03:37 pm

dying my hurrz like this:

but since its not as long and sessy like theirs ^^, im thinkin more like this:

so its not too far up and in ma face like this:

but i want it to still blend well not just chop right off and i dont want it to look gay and ugleh like this:

and my ends are fwwwied so i gotta trim a bit off so it doesnt end up lookin like this:

otha wise, ima be lyke this:

(^_^)

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marijuanaminute
09 May 2012 @ 02:52 pm

its like theres a hole punched thru my soul and i cant feel anything anymore.
i wish everyone would just stop trying to carry conversations with me. i dont wanna talk and if my "mhm" "yup" answers dont give you the hint, im gonna start hurting feelings.
i used to be so happy and im not sure when or where i stopped. all the memories are like photographs i keep sifting thru, reminding myself that the happiness i felt was real and it was possible. i just cant find it again.

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marijuanaminute
09 May 2012 @ 09:18 am


i have nowhere to turn to. i dont have anyone to answer these questions.

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marijuanaminute
06 May 2012 @ 10:48 pm

"Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me."

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marijuanaminute
06 May 2012 @ 03:57 pm

why i absolutely loooooove this movie

<3

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marijuanaminute
05 May 2012 @ 02:03 pm


remember?

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marijuanaminute
04 May 2012 @ 03:24 pm


when youre going through hell, gas it and dont look back till youre out.

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marijuanaminute
03 May 2012 @ 09:56 am

 

theyve caged my free bird

a once young mothers tears
her babies fears
let the son be saved
a free bird caged
dry eyes to the lies
a satellite heart dies
fall to the ground
strength is found
arms interlocked
on weve walked
lavender rain
strawberry champagne
her prayers the wind shall carry
as your dreams grow weary
a tarnished bronze shield
she calls the battle to yeild
helping you carry the fire
no matter how she may tire

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marijuanaminute
02 May 2012 @ 06:54 pm


comfort
all that my lifes about these days
financial comfort, clean laundry, clean house, comfy blankets, comfort food, sweatpants, hot showers, cuddly kitty, and amazing movies.
im so content without partying lately.

if you want. <3

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marijuanaminute
28 April 2012 @ 03:09 pm

shit about relationships (ive learned so far)
1. sometimes you have to stop and ask yourself if youd rather lose the person or the battle
2. you have to admit your wrong sometimes (when you are tho)
3. sometimes you have to learn to love whats better for you
4. it takes effort from 2 ppl, not just one
5. everything is a compromise
6. you have to be able to call eachother out on your shit, if you cant joke around and put eachother on blast for the little stuff, you wont have each others side on the big stuff
7. fight your own battles. dont tag team every arguement eachother gets into with ppl outside of your relationship, independence is key
8. dont stop doing the things you did to capture that person in the beginning. as soon as you do, youll lose them faster than you caught them.
9. if youve broken up and gotten back together more than twice, nobody gives a fuck about ur relationship status on fb, save urself some time and stop updating every time.
10. dont post that your fighting with eachother on fb, thats private and it opens doors for outsiders to sneak in when youre relationship is weak.
11. give them something to come home to everyday. not always material but ANYTHING. a kiss, sex, dinner, a love note, flowers, a card, a clean house, a long hug, a sneak attack, whatever your heart desires.
12. trust is key.</p>

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marijuanaminute
28 April 2012 @ 12:26 am


i wanna go camping somewhere beautiful.

just keep a hold on me
dont let go
if you float away
if you float away
waited too long for a ship to come
dont you float away
dont you float away

theyll be here to take him away any day now
so every goodbye is our last
i wanna ask her how she sleeps at night
but for now ill just pray for god to have mercy on her soul for what shes put us through
decided ill wear white to her funeral whenever that day comes i guess
black is for mourning
and im going to rejoice
already starting to write him postcards so that i can start sending them right away
im scared he'll go crazy if they take too long to get there
i know i would
he keeps venting to me about how mom wont stop crying
but he doesnt realize im choking back my tears at the same time
i have to keep it together till they take him away
i need to make him feel like were strong enough to take care of everything while hes gone

 

i keep replaying all the home videos of us over and over in my head
why
why my big brother
why my hero
why my best friend
why my potty trainer
why my pain in the ass
why my family
why my blood
fuck you

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marijuanaminute
17 April 2012 @ 10:43 pm


im in love with a girl named mary
shes born n raised florida green
shes there after a long day of bullshit
she always knows what i mean

 

im in love with a girl named mary
shes never hard to find
there everytime i need her
mother nature is oh so kind


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marijuanaminute
17 April 2012 @ 06:57 pm

idk how you could lie about something to cover up that youre a coward...
your cover is something ive been thru, not a mask to shield you from the reputation of being a failure and a moron.

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marijuanaminute
17 April 2012 @ 06:46 pm

love is...
chipped nail polish
the cold side of your pillows
falling asleep with all your clothes, makeup, and jewelry on
your old bathwater
an old shared toothbrush
the smell of clean clothes
sunshine on your skin when youre cold
sitting on a hot towel after getting out of a cold pool
pruney toes
the creases in your lips
the extra cream and sugar in your coffee
the fresh cut gas
swimming in the rain
morning thunderstorms
a hot shower on a cold day
the sensation of sun seeping into your pores
ocean waves
a house full of scented candle light
the way textbooks smell
messy morning hair
your morning breath
sleeping fourteen hours straight
how babies look like they have rubber bands on their knees and elbows
rush hour traffic
a sleeping baby
talking in your sleep
napping with the windows open
showering with the lights off
squealing while you stretch evefy morning
radio static
the way fire dances
the smell of salt water
beachy hair
a childs light foot steps
drawing stuff in the back window of a dusty car
left overs in the fridge
sitting shotgun in your car
mixed cds
hand written notes
reading fortune cookies
keeping birthday wishes a secret so they come true
finally seding the end of a water slide as you barrell towards the water
the warmth of a kittens belly
sand befween sun tan oily fingers
chapped lips
going to bed with wet hair
rain soaked hoodies
when your clothes dont try in time and you have to wear them wet
bathing suits hanging in the shower
the way your whiskers poke my skin when you kiss me
you.

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marijuanaminute
11 April 2012 @ 09:27 am

fight ur own battles
ur undeserving of the cards u were dealt


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marijuanaminute
09 April 2012 @ 06:34 pm


so sick of being sick

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marijuanaminute
08 April 2012 @ 02:23 pm


its easter
the suns shining
the breeze is light
the a.c.'s cranked
my belly's full
time for a nap

 

my happy wittle family

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marijuanaminute
07 April 2012 @ 10:39 pm

my summer to do list
1. go skinny dipping
2. kiss in the rain
3. fall in love with you all over again
4. get stitches
5. make a video of every party
6. montage them all together ^^
7. tan everyday
8. play in a fountain
9. ropeswing
10. sit on the roof of a moving car
11. get a friendship bracelet from silverwitch every time i go to fmb
12. jump off a rock into some form of water
13. enter the booty shaking contest at lani kai (if held)
14. dance on a bar
15. get a fake id that works
16. sleep on the beach
17. get necked at a nude beach
18. go camping
19. get a sleeve
20. pierce my nips (D:)
21. learn how to drift
22. tag a building
23. surf
24. take a road trip
25. go to a concert
26. take off for a weekend and not tell a soul
27. carve my initials in a tree next to yours
28. play truth or dare
29. meet someone famous
30. make a toast
31. go jetskiing
32. go canoeing
33. learn how to make actual cocktails
34. go on a cuise
35. throw a rager
36. watch the actual sunrise
37. gain ten pounds
38. do everything i want
39. make new friends
40. rekindle old friendships
41. drive/sit in a rediculously expensive car
42. steal more lawn furniture
43. set something valuable on fire for the fuck of it
44. flash a large group of ppl
45. give a cop the finger
46. jump off a bridge
47. explore new places ibdidnt know existed in a town ive lived in all my life
48. get on ppl of walmart
49. get on tfln
50. play in the rain

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marijuanaminute
05 April 2012 @ 04:22 pm
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marijuanaminute
05 April 2012 @ 03:53 pm



youve turned into such a stupid fucking bitch
id reiterate the past year of my life but thatd take more time than i have to give and more than you deserve
fuck you
i needed you
and admitting that is a tough pill to swallow
but yes, its true, independent, hard headed, and tough little me actually NEEEEEEDED you.
so burn your bridge
im over it.
i got along just fine without you i guess so maybe i didnt need you after all.
 
 
marijuanaminute
04 April 2012 @ 09:00 pm

I CANT WAIT FOR THE SUMMER
I CANT WAIT FOR THE SUMMER
I CANT WAIT FOR THE SUMMER
I CANT WAIT FOR THE SUMMER
I CANT WAIT FOR THE SUMMER
I CANT WAIT FOR THE SUMMER
I CANT WAIT FOR THE SUMMER
I CANT WAIT FOR THE SUMMER
& I CANT WAIT FOR THE FUCKING SUMMERRRR

 

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